I have only a few goals today since I'm not feeling motivated. I've discovered that if I'm not feeling motivated, I should set my expectations bar less on HIGH and more on MEDIUM LOW otherwise I'll just perpetuate a cycle of sadness. I have a problem with sadness and I want to avoid a flare-up. So. Goals for today:
- photograph Bruno. We are now in Week 2 Experimental Phase and things are looking only 50-50 for Bruno. He's awesome. He's rad. He's adorable. But I'm not convinced I should own an animal yet.
- adjust my attitude toward work. I hate working. Well, that's not true. I like to work, but I like to be working on my work which means writing and drawing and playing music. But no one wants to pay me for these things so instead I do other things (like work at a coffee shop and at a restaurant) and call these things "my work" even though I know I'm lying to myself.
- be outside for a while
- buy sponges so I can wash my dirty dishes
- shower
- read through T.'s novel again and give useful feedback
- drink coffee & possibly eat yogurt
- find out if M. has my phone because otherwise I don't know where it is.
- find my last paycheck (but I think I accidentally threw it away. Winning, always winning)
- visit Tom at the Antique Store and do some Christmas shopping there. Last time I went in I found a scorpion encased in an amber pendant and a plastic Bambi figurine.
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